D. All of the above
I think this might be on the longer side, so grab your popcorn and slippers and get comfy. :)
Well, lately I've been feeling a drag with my love for Disney. I just don't feel the same rush that I used to. Maybe its because there isn't much of the animated films for me to learn and find out. But, I still love, love, love Disney! I'm just in a bit of a rough patch right now. So, in my search for more studios to become a fanatic of, I've stumbled across Jim Henson and his Muppet pals. I've been posting on this great site, muppetcentral.com. When they say Muppet Central, they mean Muppet Central, there's a radio, the forums are great, always new posts, and so much more stuff that I havent even begin to look through. I really like the Muppets because they were a huge part of my childhood, with Sesame Street, Dinosaurs, Muppet Babies, Fraggle Rock, and the Muppet Films. Its a really nice way to reminisce, and of course learn! I am learning so much on here.
Also, I ask daily Disney Trivia Questions on magicalears.com/forums. And, I love doing it. Whenever a good "DTQ" pops into my head, I save it in a file on my comp. So, I collected them, and found out that if I asked one a day, of the unanswered DTQs, that I would have enough til September. So, I decided to not make up anymore until they are all asked and then I can start more. So, lately I've been asking about 3-5 a day to get rid of them all. This has really sucked the fun out of DTQs for me, but I have to stick with it, until I'm done. Its really created a drain mentally on me. The DTQs were a way for me to be creative, but now I just feel like I'm cut and pasting. Eventhough I thought up all of the DTQs that I'm asking, its not the same. All of this lack of creativity and drain of fun has made me really cranky and I snapped at two people on Magical Ears for criticizing my DTQs. I later found out that they were both joking, but it really hurt my feelings. I take so much time thinking up DTQs and the members answer them in like 5 secs. And, they never thank me or anything. But, once I get through these, I will bounce back.
I pulled a 3.5 for my GPA, and my over all for highschool so far is a 3.3. Which I think is pretty good, I brought it up. And, I've been doing good in my classes. Except physics, I'm really struggling, but I think that I'm going to do really well on the upcoming quiz. In Pre-Calc, I got 10/10 on my quiz, so I'm pretty excited.
About last week, Mrs. Neimo, the Penguin Bowl coach (Penguin Bowl is a national competition, testing the knowledge that students have of the Oceans), asked me if I wanted to go to regionals. I wasn't prepared at all, because I joined late, and I just thought that because I couldn't go to Nationals, I'd just answer what ever I knew at the practices and hang out and eat some free popcorn. So, now I'm the capt. lol, not prepared at all, and well, we'll just see. :)
Aimee and I have been getting really close lately. She told me a secret and it was that I'm her best friend, and today I realized that she's mine. She invited me to a wedding on the 19th of February, and I said yes. I'll have to call off of work (that will make 3 called of days out of 4 in February! Not good, lol) but it should be really fun. I can't wait. Aimee is really cool because she gets most of my jokes, which usually arent funny and involve tv and movies a lot. She also can tolerate my singing, which is really good. I think she sings really well, but whenever she realizes that I'm listening to her, she stops. But, one day maybe she'll be more open to me with singing.
This past week has been really difficult on me with my sexuality. For example, Friday afternoon I decided that I was gay, Friday night not, Saturday gay, Monday morning not, Monday Morning gay. So, its been really hectic and confusing. I asked two girls to homecoming, they said no. For some reason, announcing that you're gay really turns them off. I want to go, but I don't want to go alone. And, I would ask Aimee, but I think she might think I'm asking her on a date, and I just want to be friends. I don't know.
Oh, I got the Harry Potter Gryffindor Scarf that Lyra knitted for me in the mail! Its so awesome, and tomorrow I'm wearing it to school for Winter Wear Day! I'm also going to wear my Harry Potter Lightning bolt sticker that I got from Good Will for 25 cents. I can't wait. I wrote Lyra a letter in the mail, and I included the one that I wrote in August that I never sent, along with $25 to pay for the scarf+s.h. I'm really glad that I sent her that, I want to send a letter to her sister, Kiara, too. (Kiara and Lyra aren't there real names, but that's what they told me to call them, so I don't think I'll ever change it) Lyra and I have an interesting past. I kind of fell in love her. Eventhough I'd only chatted with her online. But, sometimes when we talk, the feeling comes back. Its really wierd, and I can't explain it. But, I don't know. Oh, and Thursday is Homecoming Day, where you where your old Homecoming outfits, and I am wearing my Jack Skellington striped suit with bow tie, that I made for Halloween! Its going to be awesome! :D
I guess I have to address the issue that I know is there but I don't want to discuss. My religion. I know that I am unhappy with Disney and with my sexuality because I'm lacking something higher. But, I dont want to address it. I refuse to, and for this I really don't want to go to Texas. Because I am the biggest hypocrit. I go to Texas and I love God and all, and I come back home and I totally walk away from Him. Its horrible but its true. So, now I don't want to go to Texas because thats all that my aunt talks to me about.
"That's the weather around the world! Here's what's happening on your side of my neck!"- Grover
-Mario :) (Thanks to all and any who actually read that! :D)